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| ...sometimes people leave you, half way through the wood, others may decieve you, you decide whats good, you decide, but no one is alone...believe me, no one is alone...
...nothings quite so clear now, feel you've lost you way...no one is alone, truly, no one is alone...
...hard to see the light now...
...just don't let it go...
...things will come out right now, we can make it so, someone is on your side...
...no one is alone...
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| I'm sorry I couldn't come to rehersal today guys. I didn't want to barf on Schles or anything...that would have been kinda funny though...really funny. |
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| I'm sick of pretending to care about things that I don't. When I first saw that F on my report card, I freaked out, but now it dosn't even phase me. I know I'm going to pull it back up before the end of the year, and I know I'm going to do good on my ACTs. I really only feel bad beacuse my parents might think they did something wrong, when they haven't. It's all me, me feeling sorry for myself and spending my time moping instead of doing something productive...
I feel like my parents deserve a better daughter, and my friends deserve a better friend, but I don't know how to be that person. I wish I could... I wish I could be happy with who I am, I wish I could stop wishing. |
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| Why? Why?? Why???
I don't know, I DON'T KNOW.
What's wrong...?
...I...don't know...just...don't leave me alone.It's comming back, right when I thought I was over it.please, I don't want to be sad anymore... |
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